Lost In Beauty~ Asn-Shiira

June 21, 2006

Sumtimes, i cry in the dark or at a corner where no one could see me. And when dat happens, i always wished for sumone to take me into his arms, comforting me, hushing me to sleep. And when there's no one that came, i drifted further into the relm of darkness. Darkness soon descend upon my heart. It finally conquered me inside. is there anymore light that reach me now, am i completely blinded from the faith i used to have. where is that ray of hope i kept praying for? where's the love i had been looking for? Please don't abandon me right now when i need you the most. Release me from this wrath which had engulfed my mind. Rescue me from the penetrating claws of the devil. Come and cuddle me under the peaceful and pure wings of your angels. Dear God, i here pray to you with the very last strand of what is still good in me.

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How sad it is...That when i went to school yesterday [to get my IC], the clerk is not working on that day...
And i stood there like i've just been shot right in the heart...
Of course, i was terribly unhappy...
It has ruined all of my plans for that day!
Then i went to Macdonald's to meet my friends....
i dunno what to say to them ..now that i can treat them to a sumptuous[ i hope] meal...
i felt really guilty...
and rina...she dressed up today...for this meal...
i am so sorry to dissappoint her...
but when i finallly told them
they were fine with it...
they even brought me out to go shopping at YISHUN...
gosh...they are truly great friends...
i dunno how to make it up to them...
all they have been doing for me...its to be super duper nice to me...
and i...i just always disappoint them...
but i had postponed the treat to this friday...
so i hope everything goes well...
please!!!!
this is my only gratitude for my most truest dearest friends....
so i want it to be happening...
i dun want to disappoint them again....

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